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 If this weekend has taught me anything it's that absolutely nobody has your back at work. Everyone is out for their own gain. I don't know why i'm always so shocked when this happens. Maybe because I genuinely want to be friends with most everyone. I spent my whole life fighting and clawing my way and i'm just so tired of it now that the idea of sabotaging someone is insane to me. Thus I invest in people who aren't worth two cents. People who backstab me. Tell on me and then think I'm stupid like i'll never find out. All I know is i never want drama like I had this weekend and now that I know who the snake is, buddy, call me Neville Longbottom because I will decapitate you. I am so much a better worker than you are, I'm more versatile, consistent, I have better customer service skills than you and sure, you may have experience on me but you stick yourself to one position and never look farther ahead. You're short sighted and that's why you will

 I've come back to blogging after a hiatus. I've been writing notes in my phone sometimes for therapy but the actual sit down and blog hasn't happened in some time. I haven't had access to my own computer and I find typing long things on the phone annoying. So here I am.  I've been employed at the same job for over a year now. For the most part I absolutely love it. I work at a hotel in various departments. I've worked very hard to reach the level I am at. I've treated this job like I've never treated any other. I have called off one time in the entire year and that's when my Mom had a heart attack. I've been less than a half a dozen times, and only have faked sick to leave once. That's a huge step for me. And when I'm there, I WORK. I work my ass off. I don't take any short cuts, I don't skip things I have to do. I make sure I do what I have to do. I make myself always available, and am always willing to come in extra when I need